おばちゃんのぼやき
実家の中庭に植えられていた、季節外れのコスモス。 こげ茶に近い、濃赤色で、
『チョコレートコスモス』
という名前だそうです。
その花の美しさに、名前の愛らしさに、惚れました。一目惚れ。
コスモスは、祖母の大好きな花です。私も勿論大好き。
最近、あれしなきゃこれしなきゃ、、否動けない、相変わらず規則正しい生活への移行は程遠い。 自己嫌悪には慣れたわ。
・・・なるようにしかならないのです。 お父様、感謝し切れません。ありがとう。
私には感情の優しい奏でがあるから、
あなたの心を助けに行くから、、、
今は怠惰な私をお許し下さい。 ライブで何方かの心に響いて下さったらしく嬉しすぎるコメント頂いたり、私はゆっくりやっていくの。自信も希望も捨てないから。
お薬が効いてきた、思考が稚拙。。。
がんばってます。
あとはタイミングよ。 気弱な臆病な私に、とてつもないパワーが産まれるその時。
生きて 生きて 生きて 生きて
『I Play the 'me'.』
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母の日にふたつの贈り物 そんな貴女の優しさ
君の 『I Play the 'me'.』 は 美しいから 君の 『I Play the 'me'.』 が壊れないよう 時に僕の 『I Play the 'you'.』
チョコレートコスモスかぁ 花の名前ってあまりにも単純で驚かされる事多いよね! Snow in Summer=セラスチウム 夏にお庭を真っ白に咲かす花、だから『夏の雪』 Daisy=雛菊、そしてDay's Eye(デイズアイ)。是が訛ってDaisy(デイジー) どう?『太陽の目』なんだよ。まんまで、まんまが素敵! んで驚きが月下美人。 一夜の短い時間にだけ花咲かせ花閉じる。 此の花が咲いているに祈れば願いが適うーとか云われるくらい、神秘的で美しい白い大花はまるで 地上に咲いた月。 正に夜空月の下に麗しい美人さん。 是の英語知ってる?『夜に咲くから・・・』きっと其れが語源。驚いて笑っちゃうよw 繚は花の詩集持ってるから、探せばわかるかも・w・
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